try to get help from family, friend, theprapist, priest, anyone. try to figure out whats causing all thie depression. if youve been feeling this for awhile take medication. but please dont attempt suicide, youll hurt your future and your loved ones. suicide is the last resort, actually its not a resort, its not even an option. try to be optimistic and try to look at the good things in life and the good things in yourself, you may think you dont have any, but you probably do, you just have to look hard, inside. just try talking to someone, fight to be better, dont waste your life, so many people have it worse than you, and theyre fighting too.